What? It's August?

Wow

This year started off like most others, for the first few weeks anyway. Then...

In January I got some good news, fantastic news. In February some bad news. March and April were trying and full of uncertainty. In May I witnessed a terrible loss. Since then I have not had a chance to stop and breathe.

It has been a year of nonstop travel and house guests. We have been so incredibly busy between hosting and packing and flying back in time to get to work and trying to take care of ourselves and eat well and get enough sleep while still finding time to do the laundry and clean the apartment before we have to pack up the suitcases again and maybeweshouldleaveeverythinginthesuitcasebecausewe'releavinginafewdaysagainanyway!!!!!

The last few years have been trying, some of the hardest of my life. I am so thankful now to have my health back for the most part. I am thankful to have my family. I have witnessed what it is to lose someone and I now appreciate my own family much more. I realize now that we don't have all the time in the world and I want to take advantage of what we have left.

I want to do everything I can now that I am physically able but my body lets me know when I've overdone it. I am still working on the play/work/rest balance and I suspect I will never quite work it out. The joint pain remains. I'm actually beginning to realize it's not necessarily my joints. I feel it in my neck and my muscles. I'm beginning to think it is Fibromyalgia as the rheumatologist suggested earlier in the year. It is disruptive at times and I think I will have to follow up, eventually, when my last flight lands in a few weeks.